Wednesday, December 19, 2007

wat makes me cm close 2 U



wat makes me cm close 2 U

ya wat makes me cm close 2 Uhh?

wen I thot ds my mind was quite 4 sm time

nd den I asked my heart

nd sm noisy words we gathered it was d fear of loosing U nd Ur presence at once

then d trust I build up in U

althogh dat nva matters 4 Uhh

still I cared


U alwaz said U wont leave but that all was bullshitt!!

still it wasnt wat I wanted to hear

instead my heart was waiting 4 a statemnt U nva made

instead I wish U wud nva b here

instead I prefer to be alone


but how can I forgot all fake gave

it may b fake givn by Uhh still

it was d precious nd un4getable curse 4 ma lifetime

I thank U for bng wd me 4 dose tiimes

nd thank 4 leaving too that gave a lesson

nd thanks 4 hurtin that that make me strong

nd thanks 4 d tears now I fell bit lite


I really smile wen eva I think of U

no matter how far U r now mentally

now dr just play wd hearts carefully

although it dont matter how deep I care

but its only U left nd shown off U dare


d que was ticklin in ma mind again

wat makes me cm close 2 U??

and the ans is just 'U'

it toook a moment to make u my best buddy

nd now it will take ma lifetim to 4get U dear

I let u go but cant let myself to 4get Uhh

U occupied sm space nd U will be alwaz b here






Saturday, November 24, 2007

har Arzoo mukamal nahi hoti..



shama pe paday oss to bhi law numm nahi hoti ...

tanha bhi rahenge to sans chalti rahegi..

bahar hal jindagi jidagi hi rehti hai tere anay tere jane se jahanum nahi hoti..

teri wafa se rahe durr iska gum karu kaise..

khuda ne samjhaya k har Arzoo mukamal nahi hoti..

Sunday, October 28, 2007

makes mah day even mo brighter..



sometimes wen life betrays u with d feeling of lonelyless and ignorance gets a add on to it..

i thnk about d one i wish to b wid

d one who has no appearence no form no face no name no identity..

still i wish knowin d strangeness of mah thots..

nd deepnes of mah feelings...

inspite of crying ova ol d failure's me carrying a blissed smile wch makes otha's happy

makes mah day even mo brighter..

Thursday, October 25, 2007

pii gaye unko paymane kaise...??


Dafan ho lakho arma jinme jaise

teri hasti hui ankhen lagti hai waise

kehne wale kehte hai

k

dewane amar rehte hai

phir pii gaye unko

paymane kaise...??

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

yakeen nahi


Tu mera sach to hai, yakeen nahi

Kitne maasoom andhero me talasha tha tujhe

Kitne Sangeen ujalo mein tujhe paya hai

Kitna chaha tha koi rishta nibhau tujhse

Or ab ye jana kay tera Aks bhi paraya hai

Syahi Raton k kamjor,talakh lamho me

jab bhi teri yad ayi hai..

wo teri ankhen, teri khushboo or teri baatien...

Nahi ye tu nahi teri parchayi hai...

Kabhi khwabo mein ,Tasavoor me kabhi..

Kitna chaha tha chalu haath tham kar tera..

Falak kay paar, kahi dur, bahut dur kanhi..

NEEND SE JAAG GAYI HU OR YE PAYA HAI...

MERE PAIRON TALE ZAMEEN NAHI..TU MERA SACH TO HAI, YAKEEN NAHI...

ChaD k NaI Ja3Da...


AsI MaND3 Ha

K

kIKra D3 PhuLAn Nu Gal3 NaAl NaHi La3Da

PAr

Ae Wi Te SaCh HaI K DilAn de NeDay JeDe YaAr Hon

OnAnU ChaD k NaI Ja3Da...

() sHaMa ()


mai jo khud ko jalati hu....

tumhe sab kuch dikati hu ....

andhere chir karke mai tumhe ujale me lati hu....

mujhe wo kaid kar lenge ,

abhi jo than baithe hai ..

wo aksar bhul jate hain,

shama hu mai ujala hu

nahi mohtaj chilman ki ...

salakhe mujhko rokengi

to khud ki lau badha lungi

tumhe roshan mai rakhungi

bhalay khud ko jala lungi....

phir bhi na samje to mai ansu baha lungi ....

mai jisse pyar karti hu wohi mujhko bhujata hai..

haa jhoka wo hawa ka hai jo mujh se ruth jata hai

phir mujhko bujhata hai

kabhi mujhko satata hai...

magar mai lau aour badha lungi

thodi aatish dikha dungi ..

jo apni jid pe ayi to

mai jhonkay ko jala dungi...

magar mai jaan deti hu nahi tumko sataungii

kabhi tum laut aye to

ashaq mai chhod jaungee...

tummhe wo meri aksar phir u hi jab yaad ayegeee ...

jaara phir soch lo kya tum mujhe aise bujhaogay.. .....

jaara phir soch lo kya tum mujhe aise bujhaogay.. .....

zindagi..


khushi khushi dhua dhua..

ankh me bhar lo to ansu ....

hatho se udda do to zindagi..

pal me ojhal to vishwas...

bottle me band to mehak..

khuli hawa me to siski...

muthi me band to ghutan...

khushi khushi dhua dhua..

jo dikhipal k lie wo zindagi jo ojhal to bhi wahi wahi...